|
Post by Snowglobe18 on Jan 21, 2020 7:48:58 GMT -7
Thursday January 16th 2020
Mood: Good 16/366 Well the weekly report wasn't as good as i thought it would be, especially when it had to be cancelled because Fury had meetings so that means i was lounging around HQ until i found out that it had been cancelled. In the end i popped down to Sci-Tech to see Fitzsimmons and they definitely are a lively pair, it's weird because the other agents that i have come across don't actually act all that excited about things but then there is this pair who are new and they see the world differently to the others. It's adorable and i definitely would claim them as my own but of course i am stuck doing undercover work. My ribs still hurt and i think they will be hurting for a while so any missions are going to have to be done by someone else. There is a lot of agents that can do it so they won't be short for people to get as target practice by the many different supernatural things that SHIELD has to deal with. I know that most of my entries are me complaining and mostly i'm not like this because i really do like my job but i'm stuck in a position that isn't working right now, how can i get intel on a guy that hardly ever comes home? I would be better use at HQ but unfortunately i have to stay away as much as i can. That's not exactly what i want to be doing, especially when i've been used to going to work. SHIELD sucks but at least it's a job, not a lifestyle, Hunter told me that when i had to hire him. I haven't really checked in with him for a while but i'm sure that he's doing fine on his own, he keeps talking about his demon wife so i actually tone him out most of the time. I haven't seen her in a while either, not since she left HQ. Anyway, third season of The Crown is coming up. Yay me -E-
|
|
|
Post by Snowglobe18 on Jan 21, 2020 7:49:51 GMT -7
Friday January 17th 2020 Mood: Tired 17/366 Well i finally came face to face with Fury today, the meeting had only been pushed back by a day but the information was still the same, there is literally nothing to report, other than the fact that the postman gets nervous when he puts the letters in his box. I roll my eyes playfully when i get my own post in but it's mostly just junk because of the fact that it's not my real apartment. Although saying that i do get the odd parcel from Nolan, he knows that i'm not at home but he likes to send me little things that he thinks will make being away from him, yes i know, much more easier. He worries and i'm glad that i got a friend i can tell things to but at the same time there is stuff i have to keep to myself. So i brought up about going in the dark file room where no agent comes back out from with Fury but he wants to keep me on this undercover gig and he said he still wanted me to keep an eye on Steve but i am more than welcome to come into HQ while Steve is on missions which is mostly what he's doing and when he's not here he's at Stark Tower so i can't exactly walk up to the building and ask to stay with them because of the fact that Teresa and Barton have seen my face and know me by a different name. So i'm stuck here at the moment. The bruises look as though they are slowly going but they still bloody hurt and i am itching to get out this apartment at night, if i do anything wrong again then i'm going to hurt them more and it could be worse the next time around. I didn't tell Fury about the noise in the apartment but he could probably hear it anyway, i'm sure that he's got bugging devices in there too and with me here, i have to make sure that i record everything i hear and see. I feel kinda creepy watching a guy who is definitely older than me even if he doesn't look it. He looks kinda hot actually. Anyway i will write more tomorrow seeing as it's the weekend and I don't have anywhere else to be. -E-
|
|
|
Post by Snowglobe18 on Jan 30, 2020 10:06:28 GMT -7
Saturday January 18th 2020 Mood: cheerful 18/366 I am technically not writing this on Saturday because of the fact that i did end up going to Nolan's party... well i had no choice because of the fact he had got a car to come and get me which while was nice... i had planned to have a night in front of the TV. I ended up going and I got drunk to the point that i had to stay at the very house that made my life a living hell. Nolan owns the old Grayson Manor. So I am writing this on Monday as my memory of what i done on this day is a little bit sketchy especially when i was meant to be staying home and not doing anything but you know what it's like to actually not go to a party. I met Charlotte's boyfriend and from what i remember he does seem nice and i hope that he treats her right because if not then i will go around to his place and make sure that he does. That was a threat and one i will take very seriously. I should've eaten a lot more at the party so that i didn't get drunk but of course trying not to show how pained i was was a little bit hard so in the end i managed to drink a lot more. You know i'm just going to leave this here because of the fact that i can't remember what i done on that day so... later -E-
|
|
|
Post by Snowglobe18 on Jan 30, 2020 10:49:56 GMT -7
Sunday January 19th 2020 Mood: Hungover 19/366 Well i didn't manage to actually get out of bed today and Nolan brought me toast, and a lot of water and coffee, so i really don't have a lot of stuff to write in here. So i will have to just end it here. -E-
|
|
|
Post by Snowglobe18 on Feb 5, 2020 10:49:57 GMT -7
Monday January 20th 2020 Mood: Exhausted 20/366 So I got home from Nolan's today which was something a little stupid because i wasn't meant to be staying that long but there was no way in hell that i would've been able to have gotten home yesterday plus i wanted to spend a little bit of time with Charlotte while she was in town. I.. asked Nolan about Jack and Carl but apparently he doesn't know where they are and i can understand that as i would've left them alone if i was Nolan too. I worry whether they are okay. Maybe i could give Jack a call. Who knows. So Charlotte's boyfriend isn't too bad, i know that i said that in a previous post but he really isn't too bad. I just want her to have the best because of the fact she deserves it. She has been through so much between our dad and Victoria and everything else that has come out; being happy with someone who cares about her so much is something she deserves. I stayed away from HQ today, well of course i did because i was in The Hamptons. I honestly don't understand why Nolan still lives there, i am thinking about renting out the beach house because the last thing i want to happen is for it to go to waste while i'm here in DC. At least then someone will look after it for me, i stopped by there this morning before i left and i was so overcome with emotion that i actually sat down and cried, the first time in a long while. Anyway enough about that i'm going to have a shower and go to bed as i'm exhausted. -E-
|
|