Post by Snowglobe18 on Dec 30, 2017 9:41:43 GMT -7
Dear Jon,
By the time you get this letter I will be – well I don’t know where I will be but it can’t be in London right now. I think we both need some time to heal from recent events and if I’m honest then everytime I look at you I see you dying over and over again and know that I caused it this time.
I do love you, you have to understand that but I did fuck up this time and leaving London behind is the only thing I can do right now, the world is so big and there is still so many things I haven’t seen and right now I think that that is the best thing to do.
Adrian has come with me; we’re going to heal each other together because right now we all need that.
We will see each other again; I promise you that we will find each other. I don’t know when it will be, it could be a while yet but this is the best for all of us. I truly am sorry for everything that I caused to hurt you, I’m sorry for the amount of hell that I have left behind in London.
I’m sorry that I allowed Drake to get into my head, I think in the end I did realise that he was messing with me but before everything happened I don’t think that I cared. It’s nothing that should be put on you, this is all me and I accept full responsibility for what has happened.
I accept full responsibilities for my actions, I accept everything that has happened but at the same time I have to put some distance between you and me before I can truly forgive myself.
I think the reason why I left in the night is because of the fact that I didn’t want you to stop me and I know that if you said something then I would have stayed but in the end I think I would have ended up just falling apart anyway, I think that I would have moved away from you because I know that I hurt you. I know that this letter probably doesn’t make anything better but I hope that one day you can forgive me. I hope one day that I can finally forgive myself for what has happened but for now I hate myself.
I think this letter will be the only one you will get from me for a while.
I love you, I love you with everything in me and I will always love you.
Love,
Katherine
By the time you get this letter I will be – well I don’t know where I will be but it can’t be in London right now. I think we both need some time to heal from recent events and if I’m honest then everytime I look at you I see you dying over and over again and know that I caused it this time.
I do love you, you have to understand that but I did fuck up this time and leaving London behind is the only thing I can do right now, the world is so big and there is still so many things I haven’t seen and right now I think that that is the best thing to do.
Adrian has come with me; we’re going to heal each other together because right now we all need that.
We will see each other again; I promise you that we will find each other. I don’t know when it will be, it could be a while yet but this is the best for all of us. I truly am sorry for everything that I caused to hurt you, I’m sorry for the amount of hell that I have left behind in London.
I’m sorry that I allowed Drake to get into my head, I think in the end I did realise that he was messing with me but before everything happened I don’t think that I cared. It’s nothing that should be put on you, this is all me and I accept full responsibility for what has happened.
I accept full responsibilities for my actions, I accept everything that has happened but at the same time I have to put some distance between you and me before I can truly forgive myself.
I think the reason why I left in the night is because of the fact that I didn’t want you to stop me and I know that if you said something then I would have stayed but in the end I think I would have ended up just falling apart anyway, I think that I would have moved away from you because I know that I hurt you. I know that this letter probably doesn’t make anything better but I hope that one day you can forgive me. I hope one day that I can finally forgive myself for what has happened but for now I hate myself.
I think this letter will be the only one you will get from me for a while.
I love you, I love you with everything in me and I will always love you.
Love,
Katherine